Middle person(good or bad?)you tell me..

Haih..can't believe im doing this again. Im not suppose to blog yet im blogging again. Im doing this for the avid readers of my blog, especially for Gup and A.D..HAHA!..The same thing is happening again, i am still standing in the dark, really sweating, worrying that i might get caught. I felt like a thief when i was coming down from my room, i didn't off my room light, so that my sister might think that im still studying in my room. HAHA!..cheeky me!..=P..So i had to switch on my phone light and walked downstairs silently. I had to take very slow and light footsteps. The whole process only took me a minute or so but it felt like hours, i guess it's because i was doing something inappropriate?..not really..i just miss blogging..that's all..It's not something bad right? I know im not suppose to do this because im suppose to be studying..>.<..*HINT Someone has to stop me from doing this. Slap me or give me a lecture or do something horrible to me. Sigh. I can't help it! Im addicted, similar to smokers who are addicted to smoking. I think there's nicotine in blogging. Don't you think i sounded like thief when i was on my way to my computer? -.-' I have to do the same thing when i go upstairs.

Today i woke up really late, because i couldn't sleep again. I woke up, ate lunch, online and then i tried to study. I don't know why time pass so fast when you're not studying. I opened my book, reading and all. Then i stared at my phone, and started holding it and i used it. I started smsing a few of my friends. So end up didn't really study AGAIN!..-.-' That guilty feeling is here again. Sigh..

So i was smsing these 2 friends of mine. I name them X and Y.

Y : When was the last time you saw X?
Me : Er, yesterday. Why?
Y : Nothing. I really hate her sometimes. That's all. Lol.
Me : Why?! But i thought you guys are really close friends.
Y : Yea, sometimes. If you see her again, mind telling her that i hate her. That she didn't reply me. Say the 'A**' word to her loud and clear. Hmph!..Kononnya close friend.(Childish)
Me : I smsed X what Y said.
X : Tell Y that i hate him too. Say 'A** Hole' to him. Then put a big smiley face there. =)
Me : I smsed Y what X said.
Y : OMG! You really smsed her?! I was just joking!(Right)
Me : But u didn't sound like you were joking.
Y : Did i say i was joking just now? Sorry, i don't joke. I really hate her. Hope her house flood. Wish she can swim. And i hate the picture of us.
Me : I smsed X what Y said.
X : Tell him i hope the flood make his no petrol car float far far away. And hope he step on ki vomit. And his face fall in ki vomit. Call him 'Big A** Hole'!
Me : Smsed X - He said he was just joking la. He said he's sorry. Forgive him la. Give me face.
Smsed Y - She said she was just joking la. She said she's sorry. Forgive her la. Give me face.
X : Tell him now flood, so better be careful.
Y : Tell her it's not her fault. I was just too bored.

Is it nice to be the middle person in a conversation?..you tell me. I was laughing my head off all the way!!..They were so cute and funny!..The way they scolded each other. Is it worth it to put your friendship at stake because of small little thing like that? NO!..so don't try to say things like that to your friends! You'll only make things worse!..

I heard noises and footsteps just now. So freaky. Who could it be???

24 more days left! I am feeling the pressure already. I was too stress yesterday and i didn't know what to do so i was screaming my lungs out!..Try to scream if you're too stress. It works!..

To all my friends who are taking SPM this year: GOOD LUCK STUDYING!!! STUDY SMART NOT HARD!!!

P.S This is really my last time blogging before SPM! I PROMISE!

Study group in Xin's house(Ridiculously funny)

Im blogging downstairs in the dark, standing, because im not suppose to use the computer at all. My sister banned me from using the computer because she knew i haven't been studying and have been blogging for days until 3 something in the morning. I slept at 4 am for the past few nights. >.< So i waited until everyone's sleeping only come online, but wanted to just come online to chat on msn for a while. But i ended up blogging. Im risking my life here for Gup because he kept bugging me to continue blogging, he said my blog is entertaining and nice to read. XD I felt so flattered. I didn't want to blog at all, but im here for him. You owe me for this Gup! And this is the last time im blogging before SPM. Im in cold sweat now -.-' Sorry Xin, I know im suppose to be studying now but im here. Since we're suppose to be studying sejarah now.

Today i asked Ikhie to wake me up at 8 am because i wanted to study. I woke up and i did study a little. After that my stomach felt upset, so i went back to sleep. I woke up at 10 something and i was supposed to study with Xin at 11am. Unfortunately, she told me she woke up at 10.50 am and asked me to come her house at 11.30am.

So i went to her house and we started studying. At first we studied SERIOUSLY for hours. After that i warned her not to be lazy and just study, because we only have 27 more days till SPM. So i asked her to show me the SPM schedule. (i shouldn't have asked her to take her SPM schedule out!..my bad!..and it all started from there..)Her SPM schedule was so 'clean', so i asked her to highlight it. At first she didn't want to because she didn't want to dirty her 'beautiful' schedule. -.-' Eventually she still highlighted her schedule. She highlighted for sooo long, she complained that her highlighted lines weren't straight. And i was like who cares la!..nobody's going to look at it..except yourself..(she's such a perfectionist!)I continued studying, then i saw her drawing something, guess what!..she was drawing flowers on the schedule, my gawd!..-.-' then later she changed her mind and said the flowers look so dead, she should draw something else. So she drew something else instead. She was really funny la..i laughed so much!

After laughing so much, i continued studying. She was stil drawing and all. Then suddenly she told me she likes colouring, and colouring releases stress. Guess what she did? She coloured the 'Jata Negara' on the front page of SPM schedule! And i was like 'OMG'!..what's wrong with Xinni today?!..I guess she was just too stress??..Or was she out of her mind??..She didn't know the colours of the real 'Jata Negara' so she on her laptop and went online to check for the colours. -.-' (she looked so serious when she was colouring the 'Jata Negara', why can't she be more serious when she's studying?) I laughed again at what she did. She never failed to make me laugh!

I said i wanted to check my blog for a while and i did. Then after that she was chatting on msn for so long. She said she would stop using the computer at 3.15pm but she didn't! I was still trying to study but where got mood to study right?..i was trying to study and she was using the com?? So unfair!..So i was just stoning, thinking about how to solve the add maths problems. I got so frustrated because i couldn't solve them so i stopped doing and closed my book.

After she went offline then i had no mood to study at all so we just talked. I wanted to cycle home but it rained, so her mum fetched me back to my house and my precious bike is still in her house now.

Oh ya, i managed to take a few pictures of her colouring and using the computer as proof to put in my blog. Unfortunately, she deleted all of them.. =( Study smart Xin, not study hard..she always never listen to my advice -.-' We don't have much time left. Only 27 more days left. Remember our deal!

P.S. Try counting the number of -.-' there..lol

P.S.A.(again) Ahmad Daniel is an avid reader of my blog!..(he wants me to include this in my blog..lol)..He has a blog..but he forgot his url..so that means his blog has no 'parent' now..it's an orphant now..aww..poor thing..i mean poor blog..XD..nobody knows where the parent has gone to..so near yet so far..i know where the parent is but i don't know where the orphant is..i really want to help him..

So if anyone knows the url of A.D.'s blog then tell him!..u can call him..his number is 01X-XXXXXXX..or u can email him..his email address is XXXXXXXXXXXXXX@hotmail.com he needs to know or else he feels as if a part of him is missing..(your welcome A.D.) XD

Study Group In Mc D's

Digging in

Goatee?

Vain Jane..admiring herself..swt..she
sent this pic to all of us..

Food!!

Fries..=)

Enjoying our food..

Playing games or sending songs?

smile..=)

smile..=)

OMG that horny look..I wonder what Ikhie

was staring at?

Oops, my bad..

There..the complete pic..

We were suppose to pose the horny look..

but only Jane could do it

Walking back to Jane's house from Mc D's

This pic was suppose to be Jane and me only..

swt..-.-'

Starting..

In Jane's house doing work..=)

Ikhie very hardworking..

He was playing with the calculator..

Whoa..Jane so hardworking..lol

I wasn't that bad..i was doing work too..

My goodness, Yeang the lazy one,

playing with his phone, book was opened,

but wasn't studying..-.-'

After a few hours,

I was really tired, didn't have enough sleep

let me sleep for awhile..

Ikhie was tired too,

he was playing with my phone

I don't know what to say..

SWT..-.-'..just now was

playing with his phone..

and now he's posing..

Yeang again not doing his work!

busy taking pictures..

Yeang and Jane posing..

Ikhie and me were busy doing our work

They were doing their work..so diligent..

On Sunday, Yeang asked me to go jogging at Kiara Park in the morning the next day. I wanted to go but i had no transport to go. :( After that i thought of studying, i haven't been studying and im really worried about my studies because SPM is in a month's time. I know that i can't study alone. As long as im at home i would end up watching tv or using the computer to blog, since im addicted to blogging now. I wanted to study with someone so i called my study buddy, Xin to study with me, but she wasn't free, she's always not free. -.-' Then i called Jane, my jogging buddy to be my temporary study buddy for a day. I cycled to her house then we walked to Mc D's together. After that, we asked Yeang and Ikhie if they would want to join us after their jogging. They went jogging with Seng Ju and Nizam in the morning.

After a while, Ikhie and Yeang came. Before that, Jane and me were doing our work seriously..until they came. I was really serious about this study group, because i know i won't study at home so i wanted to finish a few chapters of add maths by end of the day, but eventually i only managed to finish one or two sub topics.-.-' When Yeang and Ikhie came, our 'FUN' time began.HAHA!..

I can't reveal so much about what we talked about because it's not appropriate. But we laughed our heads off. I had stomach ache because i laughed too much. We were talking about something that's related to us and our friends' 'safety'. That's all i can say. HAHA!..this remains a secret between Jane, Yeang, Ikhie and me. Teeheehee!..XD..im not that bad to tell everyone about ur horny and abnormal desires that's been buried in you, Ikhie. They're really unbelievable and disgusting that you can't even imagine. I'll give you guys a few hints so that you guys can imagine.XD

Hints:

Cold fingers(Eww..-Yeang)

Chair

Touch

Part of your body

Hot

B******(You Know Who)

Victimsssss..

Horny

Round

Curve
Nugget(Are you thinking what im thinking?-Jane)

We even recorded it..haha!..and im still keeping it. It's one of the proof. I laughed so much when i listened to it again. It's so darn FUNNYYY..Yeang and Jane you guys should get a copy from me..lol..So that we can blackmail Ikhie with that whenever we want..haha!..Nah..im not that mean to do that.

After that, one of the workers came to us and we thought we were too noisy. But he told us to leave after we finish eating and not to study there, because there weren't enough place for other people to sit. So we left and we walked back to Jane's house to continue 'studying'.

Jane asked me to include this in my blog because she thinks it's funny. Our names' meanings. They have really cool meanings.

Ng Mei Wan - Yellow Pretty Cloud(there's yellow cloud?)

Wong Tze Yeang - Yellow Paper Goat(so fragile, can tear easily)
Janey Seah Huan - Thank You For Loving Me(haha!..it's a song's title)

Ikhwan - One Kiss/One Bowl(Kiss Goodbye?)

It was a really fun day. Although i only managed to study a little bit but i didn't regret going there.

Graduation Day

Im a graduate!!WHEE!!

Looking sleepy..

Mun(F2 close friend) and me

Yeang and me

Me and Yin

Ikhie and me

Sophia(Sam Soon) and me

KaiXian(big bully)X( and me

Yen and me

Ka Jun and me

Xin(Study Buddy/Chemistry/Lan Duo)XD and me

Me and A.D.

Von, Feeb and me

Jar, Feeb and me

Me, Sophia and Jit

Me, Cari, Ying

Me, Cari, Ying, Su, Jar

Me, Yen, Wil, Ikhie, Dan

Feeb, Yin, Ju, Ying, Char, Yen and me

Close Friends

Ex PBSM people

Me, Ju, Jia, Shen, Hong, Yen

Us with Jun

Us with Shen

Us again

Us with A.D.

Us with Jac and Form Teacher

5 Belian with Pn Tan(last year Form Teacher)

5 Belian with Form Teacher

5 Belian with Form Teacher

Around 12 something, when everything's over, we sat down and think what we should do next. We came up with so many plans, go Mc D, Starbucks, Ou watch Eagle eye, hang out in Jia's house. After so many hours of thinking and waiting, we decided to go to Starbucks to yamcha. Yen and Yeang were suppose to follow us but Yen couldn't make it because she wanted to finish her 3 essays at home. Yeang couldn't make it because Char went to hang out in his house. Kevin being so nice fetch Jia, Ju, Yin, Feeb and me to Starbucks. Then he left to pick Wei Shen and Julius to CC. After that he came back to Starbucks to hang out with us.

Ju and me in starbucks

We all were having so much fun talking about our future, economics, gossips and so on. We felt like we're grown ups already, discussing about such mature topics. Futhermore all of us were wearing corporate clothes. It was as if we were having our lunch break, after that we have to get back to our office to work. This will definitely happen someday, when we are really grown ups we would do things like these. Kevin and I wanted to stop Jia and Feeb from continuing their discussion because we were really really hungry, but it didn't work, they continued talking -.-'. After Ju went home which was about 3 something already, the rest of us went to Face to Face Noodlehouse to eat lunch.

After lunch, we all went back home. I reached home at 4 something. Suddenly i felt so emo and lonely. I felt like school's over, i won't get to see my friends for a long time. The matter of fact is we still have to sit for SPM after we graduated. How ironic!..We graduated and we're still going back to school. I thought of everyone will go their own pathway after we leave high school, we will be in different parts of the world. We will all be separated. And i thought of myself leaving Malaysia, going to Japan, a totally strange place to me. How am i going to survive there without my friends and family?

I wanted to distract myself from being emo, so i went cycling. I like to go cycling when im emo. I was listening to music and smsing when i was cycling. One hand holding the phone, one hand on the handle. I kept recalling my past memories i had with my friends, i wasn't paying attention to my cycling. I was so preoccupied in my thoughts, i didn't realise there was a hole in front of me. The hole wasn't very big, but it's big enough to make me fall from my bike. My bike tyre ran over the hole. Only one of my hand was holding the handle. I was cycling so fast and i almost fell off from my bike. Thank God nothing happened and i didn't fall from my bike.

After this it rained, it wasn't very heavy but i continued cycling very fast. One car was coming towards me and i wanted to brake but my hand was holding the phone but i managed to press brake, but it was a little harder. I cycled so fast and i pressed brake, my bike skidded and i almost fell. This wasn't the first time my bike skidded. My bike skidded so many times when i wasn't concentrating and was cycling very fast. I just like to cycle fast because it feels really cooling and it's as if the wind will blow all my problems away. If i am too tired,emo or stress, i usually go cycling. I do go cycling when im not emoing, i would go cycling with friends for fun. After that i went back home and i straight away went online, i was chatting with Ching Yung, telling him how i cycled in the rain and all, then he asked me to bathe or else i would get sick, but that was like one hour later already. So i went to bathe, after that i went online again, but at that time i wasn't feeling well. I felt so cold and i had to wear my sweater. My head was aching but i continued to online. At 12 something i couldn't take it anymore so i went offline. I wanted to sleep straight away but ended up smsing.-.-'Good thing my 'sick' only lasted for a night.

Im not always that lucky. I had a bike accident few years back.

I advise u not to sms/listen to music while cycling, it will distract your attention. But i will still continue to do it. XD